Life is full of surprises. Most of the time it doesn't go along with your plan or how you dreamed of. When it happens, all we have to do is go with the flow and plan better. We are not in control, but we can plan the best and work our way. And maybe... just maybe somewhere along the way we will eventually find that we have lived a great life that is worth the memory.
I learn in life that goodwill doesn't always get positive response. There are people who always be negative when it comes to what we do. But then again, it is beyond our control. It is not our place to ask for a change of opinion, because when a mind has set, it will stay that way until the person get an enlightenment. My goodwill doesn't always perceived well by others. But others don't know my true intention and has no interest in finding it out. So, the only thing I can do is just walk away and move on, because as time goes by, the truth will reveal itself.
The darn part of this is to get others judge me. It is a simple math that I shouldn't judge others while others can do it freely over me. Fair? Of course not! But it shouldn't stop me from doing what I'm doing. And I am the only one who knows what's the reasons behind my actions. I shouldn't care how people judge me, because most of the time, most of it is not true. People perceive me the way they want. They see me the way the wanted me to be seen. And they judge me based on what they think is wrong about me or my doing. The lessons I get from this experience is that my true friends will never do such thing. Only the fake ones who do. And it is okay to ignore them, because there is no sincerity in their friendship.
People are looking for support system in their life. And when they do not find it, they complain. I do. But what's most difficult is when I found a support system that is broken and not being mended, and when I complain, I get harassed. When I question, I am in the wrong. When I ignore the existence of the broken support system, I am in the wrong. Merely because I am a minority, that puts me in the wrong. Life is sometimes about majority. When you don't attach yourself to the majority, then you are perceived as the wrong one. But really... It is more about being yourself. And if people have issues, then it doesn't concern you because you cannot please everybody. Let them live with their own mindset, because you can only do so much trying to convince them that you are part of the system. I like being myself and I don't need people to tell me how am i supposed to lead my life.
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