I
let my restless soul and weary mind take over the control of myself. I am
tired. I feel useless. I feel unwanted. I feel neglected. It is literally hard
for me to be happy at the moment. Is the depression kicking in already? So
soon...? I am not ready for this... Sadly I have no choice but to hang in
there. Alone. In solitary. All by myself.
I
have spent my time in life assisting, helping, comforting, thinking, worrying,
watching over, standing up for others. Where are they when my turn has come...?
The world is never a fair place. Life is never
fair. But all I want is just a little lookout... Because I am tired of answering
"I'm fine" to every "How are you?" question.
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